To Find a Reason for Existing
Your existence precludes all reason—your gladness acknowledges that.
The ego always wants a reason for existing.
It may want an explanation for why things are the way they are. Why you behave like this or that, or why this situation happened this way or that.
Its world of reason allows the ego to convince you that you need a reason to enjoy a sunset, a reason to eat a doughnut, a reason to lose weight and a reason to be happy.
Reasons are ways for the ego to justify your existence, because you don’t see a reason for it.
And you believe you need one.
You also know you’ll never find one because deep inside, you know its not there.
In your desperation, you’ll make up reasons to fill that hole and they’ll slip through your grasp because they have no meaning, no reason.
Reasons are ways for you to assert who you think you are, not be who you are.
There is no reason. You simply are.
There is no reason for someone to behave the way they do, or for you to behave the way you do.
There is no reason to feel a certain way.
You are just glad you are all those things.
You are the gladness that is all those things.
It is a frequency, not a reason.
And the things you are glad for are way that you have come to recognise the One.
And the One can be recognised in anything.
Your gladness fights with nothing—within you and outside of you.
Your gladness doesn’t search for meaning—it is glad the search exists, and that meaning and meaninglessness both are beautiful.
Your gladness is you.
There is no reason for anything but itself.
The reason for everything is itself.
What’s the point of everything?
It is your gladness that you’re able to ask that question.


